b18.

Well not quite. MDMA would "fix it" pretty well.

d16forlife

Update for all that care, the panic attacks are under control. I came to terms with the fact that its just fear. I'm not dying and the fact is that I'm in the best health that I have been my entire life! I havent freaked out since I have come to terms and accepted my disorder as a chemical inbalance. When it does happen, all I get is a hot flash and a tingle in my temples. If thats normal, I'll take it

Got off of all meds last Thursday and went through withdrawlls over the early weekend. Sunday was my first normal day again. Even went to the watrepark with my son. My MD thinks there is something else wrong with me and that there is no way that the medication she gave me could of made me feel the way it did. It did, so I can honestly say that I wont be seeing that bitch again.

I am how ever going to see a psychiatrist. No because I need meds. I actually have gotten better since I have been off of them and now I freak out when I think about taking nay type of meds...weird. I'm seeing the psych because my wife asked me to. I'm also seeing a behavioral phycologist as well as a counselor. My wife has been my biggest supporter. I love that wonem now more than ever! I dont think I could get through this without her. Plus she never, ever pulls tight with the kitten

What has helped me is the fact that I became positive about it instead about feeling sorry for myself and wanting people to pitty me. Talking to people who care about me and telling them what I have has also helped lots. Hell, even this thread has helped me.

So thanks to all of you who have given me suport in this thread by admitting that others have problems or issues too. I wont waste much of my time with 2BG4HNDA because we all know that he has major daddy issueas and his kids will grow up with plenty of repressed anger for having such a ------- sad pathetic role model in thier life. Way to keep the cycle going douchebag. Funny how the internet is so anonymous but yet it lets people know who you really are. Keep that attitude up buddy. Karma will take care of the rest

MikeJ-2009

Either wafflesincars is a real good cut and paste artist, or he knows what he's talking about. More than anything, I never thought HMT would produce any kind of medical professionals. lol.

Good to hear you're good Raffa. I've got my appointment made to see what I can do about my anxiety. I must have been up for 20 hours the other day, layed down at 11pm, and couldn't get my mind off the business. I think I finally went to sleep at 3am. No, it isn't oil lines driving me nuts, it's the painting business. :P After laying in bed driving my mind nuts, I feel tired all day (you know, when I actually have to do something), and then at night my mind amps itself up again only to think about the same minor details of running the painting business.

I had a vasectomy last week, and due to my issues with needles making me pass out, my doctor gave me adavan(sp?) for the anxiety he said was causing it. He gave me a couple extra, and I took them the day before and after the surgery, and I felt much more at ease with telling customers to blow me with their minor issues. I think I would rather think this way and accept the consequences of doing business this way than to be a mental fuckstick.

BigD

I vote good cut and paste. Psych major hear though. I love me some fucked up people.

d16forlife

Thanks Steve.

Good thing you decided to make an appointment. I used to be the "I dont need no ------- doctor" kind of person and look what it leads to ... . The constant worry is what leads to this "inbalance" and every one who knows me knows that I have to have my whole life planned out before I do anything. Thats not good for the brain .

Defenitly get it taken care of before it progreses, Steve. Because it will :1

b18.

Not a very good cut and paste artist, but I do enjoy dabbling in nueropharmaconetics, and I'm planning on minoring in Organic Chemistry this fall at UCF, but thankyou guys for the faith!

Oh and d16forlife, I would still recommend the 5htp, it really would allow your levels to "balance".

d16forlife

Thanks. But if I read what you wrote right, wouldnt the 5HTP make my brain produce more seretonin? By what I have read, drugs like Lexapro are seretonin inhibiters meaning that I need to balance the abundance of seratonin not add more to whats allready too much....I dunno

Thanks, but I aint trying ---- else till I see my psych. Had a phone consultation with him today and will be seeing him on the 3rd of August. He's unconventional in the sense that he'll be dealing with why this is happening(to cause the stress) now and not try to dig up old ---- from when that priest made me play "guess what I'm wearing under my robe" .. :P.

He said he wont put me on meds unless we both decide that its the best thing. Its cognital bevioral therapy(sp ) which, by what I have read, has a 90% sucess rate. He said that the fact that I can allready controll myself from freaking out is a major plus! Yay, me

b18.

Well lexipro is actually a MAO inhibitor, MAOI for short, which inhibits the seretonin reuptake, seretonin is what makes you feel good. "Happy pills" like paxsol and lexipro are all opiate based monoamine oxidases, being that they're opiate based the 'come down' effects felt with opiates are common, nausia, disorientation, ampherria, most Rx uppers are terrible for your lymphatic systems. That's why I say you should try 5htp, it's an amino acid that helps build connections in the brain that operate on the same pH level as seretonin, i.e. neurotransmitters that generate and manipulate seretonin, therein making you feel better in general. But yea, more seretonin in your brain is good for you, also why I recommended recreation MDMA usage, you'd probably be more familiar with it being called Ecstasy, or XTC. It is the best form of seretonin receptor treatment, moderate dosage and usage actually stimulate more connections in the hypothalamus promoting faster "logic" skills and reaction timing. This is debatable but previous research held during the 50's affirms this, they were looking to use it as a military appetite suppressant.
Bottom line, educate yourself on the malady, don't put too much emphasis on your psych. It's really your problem, not his, no matter what he says. Self healing is the best kind, as well as self medication.

Information is all here:
www.drugs-forum.co.uk

turbo dave

hey man im classified as insane but its straight i left AMA lol.

to much ritalin and amphetamine as a kid and too much lsd as a teen lol

im ------- crazy man

yayopwrcrx

after a comment like that you're lucky raffy doesn't come find you to kill you and relieve some of his problems


raff i don't think i have a problem but i get really emotional over girls i ---- that don't want to talk to me after my girlfriend calls them and curses them off....

like bitch you knew i had a girlfriend when you were licking your lips and eye ------- me from across the bar
then i get really sad until they start talking to me again - which is usually never so i just walk around sad until i'm fucked up hitting on a new one

this has happened twice in the past week mind you.



Just don't trust one doctor. My brother has been through some serious ----.... just getting back to normal now. I hope.
Goodluck.