Re: Any one else here who needs a padded room?(just venting!!)
 

No ---- I have OCD too
Im not a clean freak but i ------- freak out when someone moves something and i can find it.
My big thing its even numbers, all volume levels have to be a even number or a multiple of 5. Its like in my head 19 is to loud but 17 isn't loud enough. God help me if i have to be up in the morning because ill check my alarm clock about 15 times before i go to bed. I don't know when it started but i started making check list in my head and now i cant stop. If i don't check stuff before i leave my house ill keep asking myself if i did it or not. I feel a little crazy at times but i have been working on it with out any drugs.
Now when i turn up my stereo i just don't look at the numbers.

PROGRESS :y

Re: Any one else here who needs a padded room?(just venting!!)
 

i dont take any drugs either, but have been prescribed. not a big fan of prescribed drugs.

I have a severe problem with food. i have to organize my food certain ways. you should see me with mcdonalds fries, it takes me almost 10 minutes to sort them by size and shape. I also have a problem walking around the house. i imagine in my mind that there is a line coming from all the corners and edges of walls and tables. i then cannot step over these lines. i dont have a problem stepping on cracks in tiles, but these imaginary lines debilitate me when walking around. its a weird problem and my doctor had never heard of a case like that. imaginary lines

Re: Any one else here who needs a padded room?(just venting!!)
 

I am a neat freak. Messes bug the ---- out of me. Fortunately, my laziness keeps the neatfreakishness at bay because I'm usually too ------- lazy to clean up and I just deal with the annoyance. And oddly I know what you mean about the volume... :l

Re: Any one else here who needs a padded room?(just venting!!)
 

I dont care about neatness, just placement if someones moves something in my house or room and when i go to use it i freak out and start retracking the last time i used the object rather then lookin around for it. lol
Bridmanmd makes me feel better about myself no offence to him.lol :y

Re: Any one else here who needs a padded room?(just venting!!)
 

your OCD freaks!!!!!!

I self medicate with beer and quit stressing.

I quit a job of 14 years making damn good money.......but the long hours and stress was causing panic attacks.

I would stay inside for DAYS only going out to get the mail/food/beer, and only when it was dark out.

Stress is a MUTHER FOCKER!

Re: Any one else here who needs a padded room?(just venting!!)
 

LMFAO, I think Ryan broke you of that with the quickness. I think I have a touch of OCD though. It's weird. Like I have to do stuff a even number of times. Like if I brush up against something I will have to go back and do it again, or if I look at a wrinkle on my pants I will have to do it like six times. Not as bad as I use to be.

I use to have social anxiety that flared up all of a sudden in the 7th grade. They had to put me on some kind of medication. Whatever the hell it was it made me mellow as hello. I just decided to quit taking it one day though and I felt like I was a damn heroin attack going through withdraw. Shaking, unbearable headache, pains, sweats, etc etc. Called the doc up and he said never quit it cold turkey. Ended up having to get off of it slowly.

Re: Any one else here who needs a padded room?(just venting!!)
 

OMG I do that. :l Not so bad anymore, but I used to check my alarm clock SEVERAL times to make sure it was on and make sure it was set for the correct time. Also have to turn the stereo up to an even number. Odd numbers will drive me crazy. :S When I order parts at work, I only order in either 6 or 12. Everything else is just weird. :l We're all freaks. :'(
__________________
Best Car Insurance | Auto Protection Today | FREE Trade-In Quote

Re: Any one else here who needs a padded room?(just venting!!)
 

Wow guys, I really feel like I'm amongst family again. Havent felt like this on here in a while. Thanks.

Today is not a good day. I took a 3mg Lunesta last nite at 7PM and after I took it I freaked out and made my self throw it up. It didnt come out so I freaked out some more. In my mind I felt like I was going to sleep and probably never wake up :S. Lexipro blocked the panic attac but I was still freaking out. It kicked in quick and I slept till 2am. Been up since and I feel like I have a hangover...bad! I also feel dry and emotionless.

While laying in bed this morning I planned out how to go in the garage and quietly eat a bullet this morning :X. Then my son woke up and gave me a reason not to. My wife hid the guns before she left the house this morning. I checked before I left.

Gonna call the doctor at 9 and tell her to give me something else before I end up a statistic. I dont medicate very well and I know that my mind is constantly fighting the effects of the drug. Thats what fucks me up. I should feel happy while on this ---- but I dont.

Re: Any one else here who needs a padded room?(just venting!!)
 

i swear for the first time 2 days ago i sw a shadow cat in my house when i was playing video games, it was a little scary, never happened before or after

Re: Any one else here who needs a padded room?(just venting!!)
 

Hah I didn't know other people had to have their stereos on even numbers or multiples of 5 also. It bugs the ---- out of me when it's not.