Any one else here who needs a padded room?(just venting!!)
 

So, I got diagnosed on Monday with Social Anziaty Disorder-Panic Dissorder. I have a seretosen(sp :-\) inballance and I will freak the ---- out for no reason. Mainly, my stomach drops, i get a hot flash, start to hyperventilate, my arms and legs go knumb and limp and I have, only once, passed out. It's happend 3 times in the last two months.

I'm on Lexipro now and going to see a phycotherapist tomorrow..... :X. Its curable withing 6 months to a year with proper treatment. So I'm not completely insane just a little fucked up :P .The Lexipro works great blocking the attacks too but it make sme nauciouse and very disoriented at times. But still not as bad as freaking out and passing out for no reason :1

Yesterday was my birthday and I spent the whole day drugged and drooling. Huray for me. :7

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wow spending your Bday drugged up against your will must suck. so can you freak out right now? :D

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHLOL!.

No I jst get a hot flash and a weird tingle in my scull. But no more freaking out as of now

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EVERYONE IS LOOKING AT YOU! THEY ALL SEE YOU! EVERYONE IS STARING!





























Haha, freak out now.

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its ok were all a little fuct up, your just spending money to have people tell you it ;)

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Hook a nog up

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wow i missed that, share the wealth

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Hopefully you're not one of the 99% who experience negative sexual side effects from Lexipro. :8 Most anti-depressants cause sexual side effects. Good luck. :l













------- weirdo.....
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Damm dude, sorry to hear. I think i need to see a shrink too. I feel all fucked up and emo most of the time. I think i hate everyone!

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oh yeah, i see things sometimes.....like shadows and ---- moving, seriosuly. :l


yep, we're all a little fucked up, some just more than others, my brother is on the more than others :y

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I have athletes foot on my dick

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Haha I need a padded room.

My diagnosis:
chronic depression
social anxiety disorder
insomnia

They've prescribed me to a couple different things and I went to a couple different counselors but they just made me laugh, the ---- was cheesey, and the pills only made me tired. It never lasted more than a couple weeks so I self-medicate now woo wooooooo

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Well the lexipro is working just fine considering this is my 3rd day on it. The nausia seems to be getting better. I'm not too happy about seeing a shrink but I promised my wife I would. I can deal with depression and anxiaty but the panic attacks were just too much.


I'm glad to see I'm not the only crazy one in the house.

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The puke feeling will go away and you will either eat like a horse or hardly eat at all after you get used to it. Be prepared to either gain or lose weight. You will sleep alot, too. Always tired.....can't get enough sleep....sleep sleep sleep........ :S
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Yah one of the main reasons I quit the prescriptions, I forgot what I was on the first time (was pretty ------- young) but last time I was on paxil since it covers all of my lovely disorders. Didn't do ---- but make me tired though, bleh

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yup we're all a lil fuct up....but most people know how to hide it, how to lie. Me, I don't have that problem. Me, I always tell the truth. Even when I lie. So say good night to the sicko!. The last time you gonna see a weirdo like this again, let me tell you. Make way for the sicko.

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Hahahahhahahah....you said emo. lol. :P
Don't worry though Raffi, I went through the whole social anxiety situation. I was only on effexor for like 3 years and like the very first year I went MIA from all my friends and nobody ever saw me. When you feel an attack coming...does it make you think your having a heart attack and think your gonna die? That ---- fucked me up for so long. I would bolt to the ER and they hooked me up to AKG meters and ---- and told me I was fine. :S When they first started I would lose like all my senses and vision would get all tie dyish like and imagined that what a bad trip on LSD would be like. I would talk and sound like it was echoing and in a hallway and really distant. Then I would start break out in a sweat and breathing really heavy and fast. Though I got hooked on Effexor and when it came time to get off of it. I would get sick. Like I was some crackfiend needing that rock. I'm suprised I made the trip to Socal and didn't freak out on the plane. It's all good now and I've been off of everything for a year now. One thing though was when it first hit and I had to drive a distance to my job I hated driving and after that I just don't like driving all that much now and gave up mountain bike racing as I feel my reflexes and balance arent what they used to be like. :-\

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You felt like that cause you were smoking the wrong type of grass in that peace pipe you crazy injuns use.

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Just don't try and quite that ---- fast. I've been on Paxil for years, ------- love the stuff. It doesn't make me sleepy, I feel fine in groups, but you will gain weight. I'm not sure if the medicines actually change your metabolism or the fact you just don't give a ----. And if you end up staying on it for a long period of time throw away any credit cards you have as you will spend more money. I use to agonize for days before making any purchase over $50, that wen away fast.
If I as much as miss one day of dosage I will feel like ass for 2 days. Miss more than a day and I would be at the emergency room, withdrawals is a bitch. Two days without a dose and the zaps start for me. Any eye movement at all and it feels like a bad static shock in my brain accompanied by a crunching sound in my ears. It is some bad ----, but I'm not coming off it any time soon :) I like my happy pills :)

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lol, i get that occasionally too, but i don't freak out, should i get checked out...

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Maybe I should get some peyote as that's what those southwestern injens use. ---- shrooms and vomiting FTW!

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its a phsycobilly freakout!!!!

im crazy, too, dont feel too bad

i dont do prime numbers, like the volume control, or how fast im going....thats my crazyness, not much, but still crazy nonetheless

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I've been thinking about seeing the doctor too. I believe it's an anxiety issue. If I have 3 painting jobs all going on the next day, I lay in bed and go over exactly how I want everything to be done, down to which guy starts where, and how the job has to be cleaned up when they're done. My mind is constantly thinking about being perfect, and in the middle of my "planning" (at any time during the day), my wife will call me and I'll tell her to quit bothering me.

It's like I can't relax and just remember that it's only painting anymore. The doctor gave me adivan for the nut clip surgery last week (to get through the shot and not pass out), but it worked pretty good. I'm gonna go hit that nigga up and start having fun again.

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Um with good reason....Lets review 1 your car was just stolen..2 You live in Compton so chances are you probably should hate everyone.

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i have insomnia and ocd. My freinds are like "your not obsessive about anything, what do you mean?". then they come to my house and i HAVE to organize ----. its horrible. i cant concentrate unless everything is where it needs to be. That mixed with being up all night due to insomnia sucks.


But my house is really clean.


And to anyone who thinks they suffer from depression, smoke some salvia. youll feel good for a few days afterwards.

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seriously though, social anxiety is horrible. It's like you don't want to go in public in fear of having a episode so I stayed inside all day for almost a year besides going to work. Atleast that's how it was for me. I could be just chilling watching TV and then just freak out and feel like I was having a heart attack and ----. I don't wish that on my worst enemy.

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Damn, I wish my wife had OCD about the house.

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Request xanax instead.

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Yeah, most people are fucked up now adays. I have chronic insomia, and a general hate for the world :S The insomnia blows with me starting a new job tomorrow, but the hating the world thing is fun cause I get to make little children cry :y

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I had social anxiety and it is curable without medication.

The more you withdraw from public the worse it gets. I was told to purposely put myself in those situations where I would feel an anxiety attack coming on and start with the smaller ones. Just keep putting myself into those situations until I get comfortable with them and then move onto a bigger one. Now I'm feeling pretty good.

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No ---- I have OCD too
Im not a clean freak but i ------- freak out when someone moves something and i can find it.
My big thing its even numbers, all volume levels have to be a even number or a multiple of 5. Its like in my head 19 is to loud but 17 isn't loud enough. God help me if i have to be up in the morning because ill check my alarm clock about 15 times before i go to bed. I don't know when it started but i started making check list in my head and now i cant stop. If i don't check stuff before i leave my house ill keep asking myself if i did it or not. I feel a little crazy at times but i have been working on it with out any drugs.
Now when i turn up my stereo i just don't look at the numbers.

PROGRESS :y

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i dont take any drugs either, but have been prescribed. not a big fan of prescribed drugs.

I have a severe problem with food. i have to organize my food certain ways. you should see me with mcdonalds fries, it takes me almost 10 minutes to sort them by size and shape. I also have a problem walking around the house. i imagine in my mind that there is a line coming from all the corners and edges of walls and tables. i then cannot step over these lines. i dont have a problem stepping on cracks in tiles, but these imaginary lines debilitate me when walking around. its a weird problem and my doctor had never heard of a case like that. imaginary lines

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I am a neat freak. Messes bug the ---- out of me. Fortunately, my laziness keeps the neatfreakishness at bay because I'm usually too ------- lazy to clean up and I just deal with the annoyance. And oddly I know what you mean about the volume... :l

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I dont care about neatness, just placement if someones moves something in my house or room and when i go to use it i freak out and start retracking the last time i used the object rather then lookin around for it. lol
Bridmanmd makes me feel better about myself no offence to him.lol :y

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your OCD freaks!!!!!!

I self medicate with beer and quit stressing.

I quit a job of 14 years making damn good money.......but the long hours and stress was causing panic attacks.

I would stay inside for DAYS only going out to get the mail/food/beer, and only when it was dark out.

Stress is a MUTHER FOCKER!

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LMFAO, I think Ryan broke you of that with the quickness. I think I have a touch of OCD though. It's weird. Like I have to do stuff a even number of times. Like if I brush up against something I will have to go back and do it again, or if I look at a wrinkle on my pants I will have to do it like six times. Not as bad as I use to be.

I use to have social anxiety that flared up all of a sudden in the 7th grade. They had to put me on some kind of medication. Whatever the hell it was it made me mellow as hello. I just decided to quit taking it one day though and I felt like I was a damn heroin attack going through withdraw. Shaking, unbearable headache, pains, sweats, etc etc. Called the doc up and he said never quit it cold turkey. Ended up having to get off of it slowly.

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OMG I do that. :l Not so bad anymore, but I used to check my alarm clock SEVERAL times to make sure it was on and make sure it was set for the correct time. Also have to turn the stereo up to an even number. Odd numbers will drive me crazy. :S When I order parts at work, I only order in either 6 or 12. Everything else is just weird. :l We're all freaks. :'(
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Wow guys, I really feel like I'm amongst family again. Havent felt like this on here in a while. Thanks.

Today is not a good day. I took a 3mg Lunesta last nite at 7PM and after I took it I freaked out and made my self throw it up. It didnt come out so I freaked out some more. In my mind I felt like I was going to sleep and probably never wake up :S. Lexipro blocked the panic attac but I was still freaking out. It kicked in quick and I slept till 2am. Been up since and I feel like I have a hangover...bad! I also feel dry and emotionless.

While laying in bed this morning I planned out how to go in the garage and quietly eat a bullet this morning :X. Then my son woke up and gave me a reason not to. My wife hid the guns before she left the house this morning. I checked before I left.

Gonna call the doctor at 9 and tell her to give me something else before I end up a statistic. I dont medicate very well and I know that my mind is constantly fighting the effects of the drug. Thats what fucks me up. I should feel happy while on this ---- but I dont.

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i swear for the first time 2 days ago i sw a shadow cat in my house when i was playing video games, it was a little scary, never happened before or after

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Hah I didn't know other people had to have their stereos on even numbers or multiples of 5 also. It bugs the ---- out of me when it's not.