Re: My mother passed away on monday. Life is bitter sweet.
 

i'm sorry for your loss. the best thing you can do is be there for your siblings as the oldest.

Re: My mother passed away on monday. Life is bitter sweet.
 

sorry to hear man i wish u and your family all the best may she rest in peace, its not easy when you loose a parent

Re: My mother passed away on monday. Life is bitter sweet.
 

My sincere condolences.

Remember, you were privileged to be a part of her life. So feel blessed that you knew her. And know that she's in a better place now.

Re: My mother passed away on monday. Life is bitter sweet.
 

sorry to here man. its gunna get worse before it gets better, but it looks like you have plenty of friends here to help you out. i dont know you all that well but if you need someone to talk to, pm me. i kinda know what your going through with family dying, my uncle died last year, then my other uncle, and my other uncle, and my grandma. seems like its all falling apart, but it will make you so much closer to your remaining family. i. not very relgious but ill say a prayer for her.

Re: My mother passed away on monday. Life is bitter sweet.
 

whatever you do dont beat yourself up about it.. you still got brothers and sisters to look after.. think about it this way.. now you can move back in with your dad and help him arround the house ;D

Re: My mother passed away on monday. Life is bitter sweet.
 

actually i think you would HAVE to move back in.. for your brothers/sister to adjust :-\

Re: My mother passed away on monday. Life is bitter sweet.
 

Sorry to hear. Hope the best for you and your family.

Re: My mother passed away on monday. Life is bitter sweet.
 

Sorry to hear that I know how it feels to loose parents

Re: My mother passed away on monday. Life is bitter sweet.
 

Sorry to hear that my thoughts and prayers our with you and your family

Re: My mother passed away on monday. Life is bitter sweet.
 

Yeah, that the irony in all this. all the fussing and fighting between me my dad and my mom for what? Im back home for now taking care of my family and being as strong as i can. So many people have come by the house to pay their respects. Its awsome how many people have come out. She was an awsome mother, friend, community member, and wife. She did all she could for us and leaves us behind as her legacy to continue on.

My dad is doing ok for now. I can only imagine how tough it will be on us when the funeral services roll around. Her body is still at the coroners awaiting investigations as to what caused her sudden death. None of the hospital personnel nor her primary doctors would sign off on her death cert cause of the nature of how she left us. Its fucked up but atleast the coroner will be able to really tell us what happened.

I know shes in a better place and she no longer has to suffer being a human being in this place we call earth. Im sure shes kicking it with jebus somewhere in Heaven right know exchaning stories on what good they did here on earth.

I really miss her guy and its only been 2 days. what happend when my sister turns 15 and m y mom isnt here?

what happens when my little bros finish school? who will help them with their homework? what will they think that mom isnt here? carlos and diana are almost done with highschool and my mom wont be here to see them graduate. all these things keep me up and bring me to tears.

The only thing that reassures me that its gonna be ok is the fact that our family is so big and so strong that i dont think anyone will leave us behind.

Im gonna go look around at some tattoo shops as i have a piece that i want done in memory of my mother. I drew it up myself so that the tattoo artist has an idea of what i want. its gonna go on my left arm from my elbow to my wrist. I never wanted this to be a reason for me getting a tattoo as big as this but i guess now is a good reason for it.

This one 's for you ma!