have you ever been hurt so bad?
 

many of might not know, but here goes my name is David, i want to share a story with HMT. I cant stand it anymore, but this ---- hurts man. This is the story, I was going out with this girl for 3 years, we lived together and everything. we would talk about getting married and having kids, going to school together, etc ,etc. Im serious this girl i thought was gonna be with me forever. she would do anything for me or so i thought. A couple a months ago i noticed she was acting kind of funny, but not anything major. Correct me if im wrong but ive heard that when your girl is sleeping with someone else besides you, and THEN you go and make love to her or whatever. Her ----- tends to tense up. if this is true, then that is what was going on. sometimes she wouldnt let me touch her or kiss for a matter of fact. Until like 2 months ago, i was at the junkyard, getting something for my NX, when i get home, none of her stuff is around-yes the ------ bitch left me :'(

Anyways before i continue, i want to say that ive been suffering depression for 2 years now. This ---- that she did to me, really fucked me up even worse. I almost didnt finish this semester, i'll admit it i would cry in class, but ill hide with sunglasses or something. I mean why would u do that to someone that gives you everything. I would work at night and go to school in the morning. But anything that she needed i would try to get her. i try to explain my own feeling through psycology, but all i do is think in her.

Just the other day i see her in this car with THIS FUCKER, i followed them to see where they were going, but lost sight of them due to fucken traffic. I thought i was actually gonna kill someone. Im sorry for this being so long, is just that i dont have anyone to share this with. peace my homies

Re:have you ever been hurt so bad?
 

man that sucks...im no expert but i would say to just drop her out of your mind whenever possible, dont follow her or anything. just be happy you didnt spend any more time with someone that doesnt want to be with you, its not worth the wasted time

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What's with all these relationship posts lately? ???

Double murder suicide. Problem solved.

but seriously, ---- bitches, gimme a fat slut who cooks and does dishes.
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I'm sorry to hear about your situation buddy. I'm not personally sure if her vagina would tense up or anything... but I'm sure you sensed some signs her distance.

Anyhow, I think it might be wise to seek some professional help with your depression. The physicians might think about upping your meds if you are on them or if not they might want to put you on some. NO you are NOT crazy. You just need something to help you cope with life right now. I hope things get better and keep your head up... At least you have more time with your car now! (Its one way of thinking about it.)

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Sorry to hear about your shitty situation. I know that us telling you that its not the end of the world really doesn't help, but women come and go. If she left you, then she's not worth it. When the right one comes along, she'll be in for the long haul, regardless. Feel better, get out there and get some new play, nah mean? Buck up son! You are now free to roam and bang! Just ---- girls like they stole your money and eventually you'll feel better. Maybe you were too nice, gotta give them some hell sometimes. I hope you don't feel like ending your own life over a girl, its not worth it. Feel better.

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Dude, life sucks, people are assholes, live and learn, Alot of this has been happening lately, dont let it get to you that hard. I would try talking to her, see if you can find her at work or something, and catch her on teh way out, dont do anything stupid and stalkerlike, but just see why. Express your feelings to her, and maybe that will help releive some tension. THen go out nad have fun WITH YOUR FRIENDS, do not go out alone, thats the worst time, when your by yourself. Meet some girls, make new friends, and have fun, keep your hoped high, everything happens for a reason.

I say this becasue my best friend just killed himself early april, over a goddamn girl. He had it good too, had a decent job for his age, 18, and was having fun. They had been going out for about a year, but when he started getting violent, she broke it off. He wanted to change, he he couldnt becasue he was a drunk. i never got to speak with him or hang out with him for months, due to the fact this girl was my ex. Made things wierd, but if i would have only known, i could have stopped it. A month after they split, he hung himself, he took the cowards way out. DOnt be stupid, your life's not worth a girl. THe person you hurt the most is your loved ones, i have to live with this everyday now...

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damn not you too. this was the reason why my best friend almost killed himself. trust me dude..it aint the end of the world. see it like this, if you two weren't ment to be together, then your not going to be together. see it as a preparation for someone your ment to be with in the future. but dont try to look for it. take your time to learn and grow from this and you'll be stronger trust me. Hang in there and if your depress seek help or tell someone. dont keep it inside because i know for a fact your not alone. it will be ok trust me i promise

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Similar thing happened to me and we eventually got back together and we are married now, with a house and a dog. Hoping to have a child next year. Give it time, don't dwell too much even though its hard. And cry, it helps. Hope everything works out. One way or the other you'll be fine. You'll find another one that maybe the one. Untill then have fun and live it up. Go out with the guys and go whorin.

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I think the proper HMT etiquite when a relationship goes wrong is to say ---- it and head to Vegas. ;)

Or get pissed off and not think straight, then crash your CRX into a tree.... oops.

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listen to some eamon - don't want you back
made me feel better ;D

Just put your mind on cars, and when your boosted you'll be pickin up all the ladies