Drugs - Pharmacuticals, and Chacko's Experience
 

Well many of you probably don't know but I have been addicted to narcotics for some time. Such as vicodin, hydrocodone, basic codone, valium, ambien, sonata, anything that really "fucks" you up. Well about 3 weeks ago I mixed vicodine, alcohol, hydrocodone, ambien and some valium and well I went into a berserked frenzy. I have no memory of what happened my roommate told me I started doing weird things like trying to shampoo the carpet (with actual shampoo) and was running head first into walls and then I went after him. He called poison control and told them everything I had done and well they said that I needed to be rushed to the ER and if I fell asleep I would go into a coma (and my heart would stop) or if I threw up I would puke up the lining of my stomach in either event I would die.

All I can remember is waking up in the hospital with an IV in my hand, an IV in my chest and in my leg and a bunch of those little heart monitors. There was a security guard trying to talk me, I kept trying to pull the IV out and they finally had to suspend me.

Anyways my point is that for any of you who might be in the same boat, please stop before it gets to you. Even if its street drugs this ---- is no joke. Right now I'm going through withdrawals, I have seizures, constant vomitting, and I pass out from time to time (it feels sometimes like I'm completely de hydrated) not to mention that any time I eat food it comes right out.

I also had ordered about 2.5 months ago 100 pills of valium, appearantly from Argentina. Well today I got a letter from our department of homeland security, looks like I'm facing charges for carrying controlled substances (I am still unsure about this, the dept. is closed right now).

My message is simple, if you do it, please stop. I think this was a wake up call for me, and I will help talk anyone through their addiction - whether it be alcohol, drugs, gambling, etc. I am here to help you and hopefully to keep you from having to wake up in the hospital then be dragged to a detox-mental center for 72 hours (where they tried to convince me I did this in an attempt to commit suicide).

Thats all I have to say, good luck to all of you.

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holy ----. your fucked.

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I'm addicted to sex. Can you help me? :-*

My brother is a pill popper. He takes all kinds of stupid ---- on top of all kinds of stupid ----, plus other drugs. It's ------- lame. I like to drink, which probably isn't much better, but when I do drink, I don't get so fucked up that I can't function as a human being(most of the time anyways) :P

Sorry to hear about your incident. Sometimes it takes a shitty event to wake you up. Hopefully you learn from your mistakes.

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I have a very good friend that was hooked on herion. bad. i gave him a job in my kitchen to help him out and ill tell yea it wasnt fun. but through the months he weened off it and started to fly straight. he told me that it was people like myself that had helped him through it. So be thakful that your friend saved you and that you got to this point because alot of people dont. good luck dt's suck but there worth it.

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Keep your head up! You are straightened up as of now and things can only get better! Glad to see you are getting help and getting better.

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Man thats so crazy ---- ??? Keep your head up, you seem to be on the right foot this time!! :)

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yes I agree it's friends like that who you can really tell are "friends". Keep your chin up, the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem. Life only gets better.

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man u use to be jsut like you man taking pills everynight for like almost a year!! it was ------- sweet i liked it.. untill i wanted to stop.. then it was the worste ---- ever.. so i didnt do any pills for a while. then i got my wisdom teeth yanked.... holy ----... i never realized how much i misssed those pills.. i cashed a bottle of 40 Vike 750's in about 5 days.. man it was the best thing ever till i was out then i ended up buying some then eventially my lovly girlfriend told me to stop or she would beat my ass.. so i quit..once again it sucked balls stoping but im glad i did...

that blows man about the fed all up in your ---- and no doubt that your still kick'n it after that night.. i never popped that hard but damn...!!

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Damn Chacko that sucks! Like everyone else said, I think you'll be straightened out in no time. Sometimes unfortunately it takes a serious event to occur to steer people in the right directions. I myself am the same way, alway's learning the hard way :-\
But hey, glad to see that even with all this hard shyt going on in your life right now, that you still turn to HMT. ;D

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keep it up bro, things will only get better. i got faith in you.

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im addicted to steroids and boost.....possibly sex...glad to see you are cleaning up

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Hey man, im happy that u have addmited you have a problem and your getting help, Back when i was 16 i was Addidect to many street drugs and i was thrown in rehab for a year in a half. The only way to stay clean man is to stay away from people doing that ----. Hope you stay clean, dont frown on ur soberity, celebrate it. I have 4 years sober now and im happy i got help, Good luck

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I popped pills in my younger and less mature stages pretty hard core.. xani-bars, mdma, dmt, 2-ci ext ext.. it gets scary.. I was able to stop for the most part.. the porblem is that you develope freinds that do that.. and its hard to brake it when everyone around you constantly does it.

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I will pray for you bro.

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damn, I thought the guy who took 2 vicodin and 7 shots of vodka last week was crazy, now I know better. you better stay off that ---- or I'll have onyx kick your ass.

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i took 6 crushed vike 750's in under an hours.. i passed out and woke up and couldnt move half my body becuase pills lower your blood pressure and i must had been sleeping on it wronge or somehting took 5 mins of tyring till i could move my finger and my toe.. thats when i stoped for goood...

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Its how you manage the drugs, once a month or so isnt going kill you. Now if its a weekly or dayly thing your screwed.

Drugs are bad... Umm Kay.

Nick

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Drugs are bad mmmkay. My cousin died about 18 months ago. OD'ed on Oxycontin (sp?). Now hes got a toddler with no dad (was born after he died). His friend who felt responsible for introducing him to drugs at such an early age took it upon himself to OD and killed himself a few days after my cousin died. A little smoke and a little drink on the weekend is good therapy for tough week but you gotta keep that ---- in moderation. Pills are easy as ---- to get hooked on. Ive known tons of people that've been hooked on all the usual stuff and I was addicted to Hydrocodone for a short time. Damn thats a clean buzz. Anyways good luck with your legal ---- and staying off that stuff.

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I have never been able to get fucked up off Vics. I can eat those things like candy and nothing. ??? I don't understand. I think they are over-rated and it's all in your mind.
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and you people wonder why i hate drugs sooo much, first my bro and now chacko. DAMNIT STOP IT! >:(

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holy ----, where do you guys get all these drugs, the only ---- I've ever seen people use for pills is Dextroamphetamine. and of course extacy.

What the ---- is Vics?

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Vicodin, Vics, Vikings, blah blah blah.....
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hey man sorry to hear about that. i hope that the experience is an eye opner and sets u straight. im in the process of gettin my friend off OC's, and its ------ hard man.

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he, he, try two and drink a six pack. ;) :D
It'll deffin. be worth it.

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when you drink on em you get nasty..

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I love Vicky. 8)

I have some friends that take like 3-4 at a time, but I just like 1 1/2 every now and again. I couldn't get hooked on that ---- because I don't come across it that much. Everything has to be in moderation. It comes down to self-control.

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Yeah each vicodin pill was 750 mg and I think that night i popped about 8 pills... you do the math. That was an overdose right there :(

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I ordered all my drugs off the internet, or just lied to my doctor about needing prescriptions. Its incredibly easy - but now I'm facing customs charges because 2 months ago I ordered 100 pills of valium (10 mg) each and the customs dept. ceased it... appearantly they were coming in from Argentina. I flushed the ones that I got down the toilet, but now I have to face this. Sigh, I hope I don't go to prison over this.

But even in moderation, I think that any time you lose control of your body (or at least the concious control) you've gone to far - and its to dangerous. Anyways as I said I am here to help anyone so PM me if you need help.

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Yes I've developed an INCREDIBLE tolerance for medications. I can take 25 pills of ambien (and I did) and not feel the effects of it anymore. The first night I took it (and it was for prescription because of insomnia) I was so fucked up it was unbelievable.

Now I'm trying all this herbal remedy stuff to try and naturally fall asleep.

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I have an additional note to add.

If vicodin doesn't effect you - this isn't abnormal sometimes the neural receptors are immune (this is due to evolution in humans, your parents probably took this medication. Our bodies naturally reject this stuff - thats why we become tolerant).

If vicodin doesn't work its not the only pain killer, and it certainly isn't the most effective. You can try NON codene based medications, such as tramadol, celebrex (this is mostly for arthritic caused pain or joints), esgic plus, butialbital w/ caffeine (generic for Fioercit), Imitrex, Naprosyn, Naproxen (generic Naprosyn), Ultracet, Vioxx and finally Zebutal.

These are all pain relievers and have different effects other things to keep in mind. My liver is probably destroyed now because of all the overdosing I did on vicodone. They will all take their effect on your liver, and long term effects are unknown.

As I mentioned during my sobriety I've been having seizures and memory loss, and this feeling that I'm like completely out of my mind (I guess they call this temporary mental lock) its like my whole body is on fire.

Anyways hope this information helps ANYONE and everyone on these message boards. And by the way I am taking classes now in medication because I want to know specifically what I did do to myself :)

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Chacko - You the man, keep yourself clean, ever need anyone to call and bullshit about whatever when you are bored give me a call.. i'm always bored :-)

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-Josh

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I know what it's like, ive seen what its like, felt it. Id rather not say what, for some friends are on here and they tend to judge you on ---- you've done. But it'll get harder, just take it one day at a time, and concentrate on your car or some other hobby. And don't do the "just one more time" thing, cuz it wont be just once. Stay strong mang.

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people don't realize the severity of 'pharmies', they think just b/c they're prescription, they can't be bad, but when abused, they're just as bad, if not worse than any other narcotic. glad to hear you're o.k. and seem to have realized that you can't do that any more. some times it takes people to hit rock bottom before they realize they have a problem. when my wife and me were dating, we use to party a lot, neither one of us worked b/c i was making good money doing illegal activities, so we had all the time in the world and stayed fucked up. well, one night, she went in this dudes jacket that always had pharmies and took some pills from him, thinking they were just some zanex's or something, she took the biggest pill in there and started acting really fucked up so i started worrying, she told me what she did so i talked to the dude and found out it was an 80mg oxycoton :o this is the drug that kids were dying off of like 20mg doses, it was scary ----, but we kept her up all night and induced some vomiting, but she was fucked up for like three days, neither one of us have touched pharmies since :-\

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I need to visit mexico again, they got some ---- they call T-5, it will put you to sleep.

:-)

Nick

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Ambien will put you to sleep if you're having insomnia problems. But only take it for at max 7 days then wait a month before taking it again.

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This has got even better I'm being faced with charges for intent to sell because all the sites I ordered from KEEP sending me medications (despite my requests to stop). And my grandparents have freaked out over it, I took one sleeping pill last night and tripped when I went to the bathroom so they called the ER and god damn what a waste of $13000 they sent me in there and IVd me and all that ---- just to find out all I needed to do was sleep for 6 hours.

Sometimes I wonder why I still choose to exist.

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Dude, that's really rough. Tough break, I've been there. At least you're still alive, you didn't get in your car and take out a family or crash it on the interstate and then spend 2 weeks in county for DUI.. I went to AA for 6 months after that, my mentor (personal friend of mine) said if you ever want a drink really bad, call me up, I'll come over and we can both want a drink really bad together.. Gotta admire the courage of my buddy Randy, he to this day is still on the wagon (been 7 years for him now), I dropped out of AA after 6 months (that was a few years ago), but currently I live the clean life of sobriety and it sucks.. I'm sure I'll go back to my old crazy ways one day, but in no way will it ever get as bad as it's been in the past.

Nice to see that your friends at HMT are there for ya buddy (minus Sinner) (j/k).

-Ryan

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heh if i have to ill go over there and pull his keys before he goes and fucks himself up. he isnt going to do that, thigs will get better,

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I want your drugs.

Nick