blade8r

<--- Former self proclaimed Shaman.

i have lived this lifestyle and I've moved on.

Now i said the altered state isn't a place i like to visit because in the end you find out... that it's really about self preference. You see and gained experience that which the mind is able to conjure up all sorts of abnormality. You begin to see and understand that which is Definition, a explanation, and utter truth. if you even dig more into the subject of the altered state you'll eventually meet true teachers and begin your own quest to experience life. I've realized that i enjoy this experience (life) and that i wanted to see all that entitles to it. i like having this consciousness that i am.

I've learned from the like as Terence Mckenna. Who was able to explain some of the most widely used drugs. how he was able to explain what drugs felt like. to define and explain what things felt like. through all my quest (I've spent quite a few years) I've learned that during self induced trips. i really don't enjoy not being in control of my own vessel. as my soul is always wondering i know it yearns to explore that which is unfamiliar to it. as i myself want to know that which i do not understand.

i just made a personal decision that the i completed my experience with inducing altered states. i just choose to continue experiencing the ultimate trip we all call life.

so no JD it's not less weird then reality. but aliens do exist and that my friend i don't need a drug to convince me otherwise.

j3w

show me one?

Tom-Guy

blade8r, what do you do for a living? I have a running bet with some friends, I think you work for your parents at their pedicure kiosk in the local mall.

j3w

my money is on disenfranchised govt worker, maybe military/ex military

edit:

after seeing this on his myspace



i'm going to go with budding gay adult cabaret backup dancer

Tom-Guy

No, he's too young, too azn, and there are too many bottles of fingernail polish on the shelving behind his head in his photobucket pictures.

Tom-Guy

Holy ----, I think blade8r IS an alien!

blade8r

lol

Geordi La Forge impression is awsome and the full body shot is the myspace curves pic.

i love myself... HA!

very close. these picture was when i was on a laptop in my parents (nail salon) like 3 some odd years ago and I'm surprised you notice my old military BDU teeshirt. i was doing some pluming work that day on the Spa chairs and i needed to wear clothes i didn't care much for. i think we (my brothers and i) upgraded the old chairs. 8 spa chairs to be right. i used dad's laptop to take some photo's. some fucken expensive *** spa chairs too. $5000 spa chair. $40,000 worth of spa chairs...

my profession? wait for it.. wait for it.. automotive. Service Adviser and no i don't work for my parents.

you think i want to work with alot of hot *** Asian girls and only to be seen with all these beautiful women all day. to be able to check out all the hotties that come into the salon day in and day out? the ones who spend the big bucks to beautify themselves.

nah i rather spend my time with greasy *** guys that turn wrenches and check out any cute girl that comes in and out of the business. that's where I'm at

scottsi

Haha, you talked to someone that took drugs and they 'explained' it to you. Thats impossible. There is no simple explanation of a psychedelic trip. You should take some shrooms, you'd go off the ------ deep end.

blade8r

talked? nah i walked.. and had discussion and bit by bit brake downs of the trip.