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how awesome is that :D :D

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"How'd all this skin get on my arm?"

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Na only happens every now and then . It's almost like when you're trippin and you know it's you and in control, but doesn't seem like it's you. It is hella weird and hard to explain.

I also have anxiety which sucks ass. Every now and then I get what feels like the onset of a anxiety attack, but I'm pretty good at controlling it. It feels like that oh ---- I'm loosing control feeling when you first start to trip and get all panicky. I can keep it from going any further, but I hate that feeling. I've started trying to cut out caffeine as much as possible and lay off stimulants.

A little over a month ago I did what looked to be around 50mg of oxy powder, drank some liquor, smoked some dmt resin, smoked some pieces of bud, and chased it all down with a Pepsi Max. There for a little bit it was cool as hell, then I started freaking out. I have a feeling it was the oxy that brought that on though.

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lol he must have watched men in black, the part with the little guy in the big dudes head. sometimes when i have been in my car too long my legs feel wierd, like my feet are in a different spot, but then i realize its my ass falling asleep.

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I had an ex gf that had anxiety, it was annoying as hell, sometimes i just wanted to choke her. And sometimes i would, with my cock.

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Step away from the 2CB son...


That ---- will make you look at yourself in wild ass ways, like using an analogy-computer..... I was trying to analize myself on an assembly code level... It was too much... A lesser dose was much more flighty and enjoyable...

Step the dosage down son...


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First time on 2c was hell. Took 20mg straight (not in a capsule) didn't feel jack. Jorsher was trippin and pissed because we weren't yet. So he "measured out" what looked like 5mg more. Now keep in mind he was trippin so maybe it was maybe it wasn't. Anyways, I notice some tunnel vision and head off to take a piss. Next thing I know there are demons coming out of the bathroom floor trying to pull me into the gates of hell. Look in the mirror and I swear my face shape shifted and looked like Satan. Said oh ---- and cut the lights out....big mistake. Freaked out for a few min and went back and chilled on the couch. They were watching Aqua Teen which started to really piss me off from Shake being an ass. Then all of a sudden there was a huge ass spider standing in front of me talking to me (which I later come to realize was MC Pee Pants). Not to mention Captain Dees fucked my stomach up. It was horrible.

The other few times were good except the last when I was trippin for about 13 hours straight. Sitting there in a room full of people talking serious crap while I watch a elephant dance around on the wall. :S

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2CB was a form of hell.

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I've never done 2cb but I have some 2ct2 in the fridge. Guy hooked me up with a gram of it for a monitor. I really like it. Don't really care for tense feeling, but I think they're considered stimulants which I don't care for. Other than that, it's pretty damn visual and euphoric, but won't ---- with your head (at least in my expierences).

Same guy is setting me up with some fresh blotter and 2ci. I've heard 2ci is nice and possibly the most visual of the 2c variants.

DMT is still one of my damn favorite of psychedelics. It can be overwhelming until you "catch up" and remind yourself you're just tripping and it'll be over soon. As long as you keep a positive mood it's really not tough to keep things in check. Visuals are more unique than any other psychedelic I've done. Very geometric and "clean" instead of melty/gooey like psilocybin or 2c. Really hard to explain, but things look flatter, more "square," and less "dirty." Every little inconcistency seems to stand out with other psychs, but DMT seems to make everything look more perfect. It hits VERY fast (light, inhale, gone) and can be overwhelming and cause a bit of anxiety at first, but it's no big deal after you remind yourself what's going on. I guess I haven't done a HUGE dose yet because I haven't gone to other worlds like some talk about. I can see that going bad.

Doug, as soon as I get some money on Ryan's paypal I plan on making some more if you're up for it :P Going to get some heramaline (sp?) this time (natural MAOI) to make the effects last longer than 5-20 minutes.

So far, no psychedelic has come close to the amount of fear/anxiety that 3g of mushrooms put into me for what seemed like an hour or two until I touched reality again. That dose is something I won't touch for a while until I build up more experience at the 2-2.5g level.

I've never felt like what you described above. I think the closest I've been to that was when it would "feel" like legs/arms/etc were in one position and they'd be in a completely different one. Well, DXM would sometimes make me feel like I didn't exist, or wasn't human, or the room was floating through a void, or other weird things like that, but it's a dissociative (sp?) so is to be expected.

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When you have that feeling and your not on anything, it's a form of self hypnosis or meditation.