Controlling a suit
 

Man you guys ever feel like you are controlling a suit. Like you arent;t really you, like you are something inside of you controlling something acting to be real, but not real. Almost like it's a big ass suit that you are some sort of thing inside in control? ---- is weird yo

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i would defanately like whatever your taking! >:D

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It goes puff, puff, PASS. Quit bogarting that ----

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wtf?

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Sounds to me like you haven't found your inner self.

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hot damn sounds like you got some of the dank purps

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"We suffer at our sense of loss, we are frightened by her rage, we are guilty in the face of her rejection, we are hurt by her choice of isolation and we are confused by her message."

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are you mixing shrooms and x again?!

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i tried cutting off my suit and this red liquid was pooring out everywhere :-\

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No.

I do get the feeling, though, that most of the people around me aren't real. Welcome to their club.

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iron man?

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Your surrounded by ID10T's.........

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I know what your talking about but its not a suit for me its more like ......... well a human body not trying to be funny but i do know what your saying

For me it just feels mad real kinda like acid or shrooms

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When i take my add meds it creates this sort of sense as if i am detatching myself from the real world and everything around me is fake. The more you become emotionless the further we get away from what it feels to be human, feel good/bad/tired/etc, you may be experiencing manic depression onset from the deprivation of sleep along with improper nutrition. Or you just smoked some dank ass bud O0

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WTF ???

If that's just from alcohol...no acid/shroom for you.

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This thread is retarded. Go remove your suit with a knife.

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I was suspecting he had taken some kind of amphetamine stim.

Like adderall or something, but a lot of it.

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i feel like that sometimes when im sitting really still and doing absolutely nothing.... but it just seems like the room is getting smaller maybe and that im not really in my own body

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Half a bottle of whiskey and some whine ftw.

Exactly, it's freaking weird. The alcohol just made it that much worse.

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Honestly I'm more with JD, people/things around me seem less real, but as for being in my own body I never feel like it's a suit.

Loss of continuity between identity and reality are signs of dementia, sadly.

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how awesome is that :D :D

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"How'd all this skin get on my arm?"

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Na only happens every now and then . It's almost like when you're trippin and you know it's you and in control, but doesn't seem like it's you. It is hella weird and hard to explain.

I also have anxiety which sucks ass. Every now and then I get what feels like the onset of a anxiety attack, but I'm pretty good at controlling it. It feels like that oh ---- I'm loosing control feeling when you first start to trip and get all panicky. I can keep it from going any further, but I hate that feeling. I've started trying to cut out caffeine as much as possible and lay off stimulants.

A little over a month ago I did what looked to be around 50mg of oxy powder, drank some liquor, smoked some dmt resin, smoked some pieces of bud, and chased it all down with a Pepsi Max. There for a little bit it was cool as hell, then I started freaking out. I have a feeling it was the oxy that brought that on though.

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lol he must have watched men in black, the part with the little guy in the big dudes head. sometimes when i have been in my car too long my legs feel wierd, like my feet are in a different spot, but then i realize its my ass falling asleep.

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I had an ex gf that had anxiety, it was annoying as hell, sometimes i just wanted to choke her. And sometimes i would, with my cock.

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Step away from the 2CB son...


That ---- will make you look at yourself in wild ass ways, like using an analogy-computer..... I was trying to analize myself on an assembly code level... It was too much... A lesser dose was much more flighty and enjoyable...

Step the dosage down son...


:8

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First time on 2c was hell. Took 20mg straight (not in a capsule) didn't feel jack. Jorsher was trippin and pissed because we weren't yet. So he "measured out" what looked like 5mg more. Now keep in mind he was trippin so maybe it was maybe it wasn't. Anyways, I notice some tunnel vision and head off to take a piss. Next thing I know there are demons coming out of the bathroom floor trying to pull me into the gates of hell. Look in the mirror and I swear my face shape shifted and looked like Satan. Said oh ---- and cut the lights out....big mistake. Freaked out for a few min and went back and chilled on the couch. They were watching Aqua Teen which started to really piss me off from Shake being an ass. Then all of a sudden there was a huge ass spider standing in front of me talking to me (which I later come to realize was MC Pee Pants). Not to mention Captain Dees fucked my stomach up. It was horrible.

The other few times were good except the last when I was trippin for about 13 hours straight. Sitting there in a room full of people talking serious crap while I watch a elephant dance around on the wall. :S

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2CB was a form of hell.

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I've never done 2cb but I have some 2ct2 in the fridge. Guy hooked me up with a gram of it for a monitor. I really like it. Don't really care for tense feeling, but I think they're considered stimulants which I don't care for. Other than that, it's pretty damn visual and euphoric, but won't ---- with your head (at least in my expierences).

Same guy is setting me up with some fresh blotter and 2ci. I've heard 2ci is nice and possibly the most visual of the 2c variants.

DMT is still one of my damn favorite of psychedelics. It can be overwhelming until you "catch up" and remind yourself you're just tripping and it'll be over soon. As long as you keep a positive mood it's really not tough to keep things in check. Visuals are more unique than any other psychedelic I've done. Very geometric and "clean" instead of melty/gooey like psilocybin or 2c. Really hard to explain, but things look flatter, more "square," and less "dirty." Every little inconcistency seems to stand out with other psychs, but DMT seems to make everything look more perfect. It hits VERY fast (light, inhale, gone) and can be overwhelming and cause a bit of anxiety at first, but it's no big deal after you remind yourself what's going on. I guess I haven't done a HUGE dose yet because I haven't gone to other worlds like some talk about. I can see that going bad.

Doug, as soon as I get some money on Ryan's paypal I plan on making some more if you're up for it :P Going to get some heramaline (sp?) this time (natural MAOI) to make the effects last longer than 5-20 minutes.

So far, no psychedelic has come close to the amount of fear/anxiety that 3g of mushrooms put into me for what seemed like an hour or two until I touched reality again. That dose is something I won't touch for a while until I build up more experience at the 2-2.5g level.

I've never felt like what you described above. I think the closest I've been to that was when it would "feel" like legs/arms/etc were in one position and they'd be in a completely different one. Well, DXM would sometimes make me feel like I didn't exist, or wasn't human, or the room was floating through a void, or other weird things like that, but it's a dissociative (sp?) so is to be expected.

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When you have that feeling and your not on anything, it's a form of self hypnosis or meditation.

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Damn maybe I should meditate, I bet I could be enlightened as ---- :P

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whew

it's time for input from your daily resident Ufo / spiritualist / All knowing God.

i talked about consciousness in another thread. i think it was the one that i put up about the Lunar eclipse.

in the thread i talked about how physicality isn't real but it's just made up of frequencies that the mind interprets. you can look at the table counter top in your living room and put your hand on it only to feel that it's solid. you can knock on it and hear the solid arrangement. the vibration sound that the mind interpreted.

but science has proven that the table is not solid at all. but the table is made up of atoms. and there are 4 things within an atom that exist. Protons, Neurons, Electrons and Space. in fact 99.99 % of your common atom consist of space.

although the brain sees your counter top table as a solid state you are 99.99% wrong. it's all the mind's preceptive.

there are 5 sensors in the human vessel that pretty much govern everything in a human beings life. Vision, Feel, Smell, Taste, and Hear. ALL are but electrical impulses that the brain interprets.

Now you must understand that there isn't a table at all but the mind that sees the electrical impulses .01% of an atom and many of them you aswell are the make up of these atoms. now i must remind you that Atoms have no physical form except as a frequency. it is what it is, Energy. all is energy: as it is the basis of Einstein Theory (Energy = MC'2).

the only thing i haven't explain is the unmeasurable space between your ears. the entity that exist without physicality. the essence that controls your vessel you call a body. now that.. is the soul. your Ghost in the shell. that is who you are and this soul animates your body. not the other way around.

the feelings you've been having is all related to what is known as the higher self. i won't digress more about what is what. in terms of the soul and such. ill just leave it at that.

my point is that you are (including every living thing in this earth) spirit. and not a body. so the feeling your having as a you soul controlling your body.. is basically true.
There is no spoon my friend.

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double post

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http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/98

Things that we perceive are real, because things exist, otherwise we wouldn't be able to be talking about this at all, it's simply a matter of the orders of magnitude.

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What the hELL IS 2CB? ive done mushrooms before but ----, you guys are going way over my head.

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Erowid is your friend

http://www.erowid.org/general/big_chart.shtml

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Lol @ 14b at the top of the chart.

I've never heard of that ----.

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Supposedly you can take it and it will convert to GHB in your body, but hasn't been proved or anything.

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I always saw alpha-numeric patterns imposed over + permeating everything when I was on acid or shrooms? Shrooms were less electric during the peak, but very similar. 2CB... was just a form of hell. All I could feel was my body, I was divorced from my mind. I may have had visuals, but I don't recall. I spent most of the time with a pillow over my head pretending I was asleep.

Taking it proves it.

GBL was alright-ish, but drinking lactone straight makes you ill after a certain point. Most of it is contaminated with precursors, regardless of the alleged grade/purity. 1,4 BDO *shudder*... I think I have almost a liter, do you want to make yourself ill? Never tried GVL, but heard it was about on par with GBL. Anything else I expect to be more like 1,4 BDO due to the nature of breaking down complex chemical components.

ninja edit: 14B *is* 1,4 BDO. Holy god, do not take it, the body load from the diols it is synthesized from is horrible, even with electron grade stuff. It is more prone to transdermal absorption but even the feel of it on your skin makes you sick. I used to swill some G back in '99-'00, considered the high pressure acetone chemistry required to convert 1,4 BDO to GBL, but.... no thanks. I like not getting 25 year minimums.

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Well popped some melatonin and some of my favorite little blue sleeping aids. Time to fight the bed bugs and see where tonight goes.