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3am I get a phone call that my 38 year old big brother died in his sleep. He was an artist living in NYC.
We have to wait about 2 months for the toxicology report to determine the cause of death.
I had to be the one to tell my parents the bad news, it was the worst feeling.
My friends and family have been very supportive.
IDK what else to say, he was very unique, and taught me so much. He was always so proud of me, he used to show me off to his friends and say "this is my brother", with a big grin. Im going to miss him so much its so hard to never hear him or see him anymore.
I dont want to depress anyone, I know I need to communicate whats going on with me, b/c I tend to shut down, sleep, or not deal with it.

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Damn dude, sorry to hear that.

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sucks for your loss man, we had to pronounce a lady dead on her shitter yesterday, at least your bro went in his sleep

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Thanks brother, that made me laugh.

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sorry for your loss bro. keep your head up

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At least u kno he's keeping a seat warm for you up there bro. Sucks to lose a family member....My brother was a stillborn, and i was still pretty sad about it, I couldnt imagine getting to know him my whole life and then having to tell my folks hes gone. Just stay strong man.

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My friends have told me that they are my brothers, and that is comforting for me to know.
Thanks for the words of encouragement, every bit helps.

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Well at least it was peaceful way to go. Sorry to hear that keep your head up.

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tough luck. i guess it's better to die quietly, than on life support and in agony for months on end

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Sucks to hear man. I'm only 22 so haven't known anyone near that amount of time, but there's quite a few people that it'd be hard to cope with losing. Hope thinks get better, be sure to be there for your parents

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damn dude sorry to hear. keep yoour head up and just think of the good times

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Out of any manner of death, sleeping/passing away has GOT to be the most painless and "nicest" way to die.

That sucks so much ass dude, good luck with all of this and just be there for your rents and such. You have any other siblings? Be there for them too. Good luck and I'll be praying for you and your family.

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sorry to hear it man. i dont know what i would do if i lost my brother. just keep your head up and remember there is always tomorrow. i lost my dad back in april and it felt like i was walking through sand and i always felt sick to my stomach. it may not be much consolation right now, but that feeling does go away and when you think of your brother just remember the good times you had together.
the body is only a vessel for the spirit until it is ready to pass on to another stage of life.

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unless a few kilos of plastic explosives detonate in your stomach :y

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id say cop suicide is the best way to go.. with the adrenaline rush and what not i dont think youd feel anything O0

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It was only me and Carlucci, and I felt so sick to my stomach, I still do. Thanks for the responses, HMT FTW. ;D

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Sorry to hear about it. Keep your stick on the ice.

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Remember the good, and keep your head up like 2pac. O0

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Damn dude...sorry to hear :(

It's always tougher when someone is young like that, especially on the parents and siblings. Have a cold one on me...or better yet I'll have one ready for you when you come out in a few weeks O0

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Sorry to hear that your family will be in my prays.

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It sounds like your brother had a sense of humor and enjoyed his life. It sucks badly that he was taken so early, but from the sounds of it he did more living than most people. Props to him, and condolences to you.

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They are many ppl affected by his death, here are some links.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uJ8K7B7VyFw

http://alifenyc.com/

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Nuff said. May he R.I.P.

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ill poor some of my 40 out for you