So like i'm basically almost engaged after being with this one girl (allie) for a little over a year. I truly do love her.. and she's like head over heels for me. But anyway, I used to date this other girl in high school, she was probably the hottest girl i'd ever "went out" with, and for some reason after 4 years I keep dreaming about her and I cant keep her off my mind no matter what. I commonly dream about her..and its very awkward sleeping with the woman you think you're gonna be with your whole life while dreaming about your "highschool sweetheart".. I think the thing that hurts the most is that me and Sarah's (highschool sweetheart) relationship ended for basically no reason.. she kept getting pissed because I was speeding and being careless in my car and in friend's cars.. i mean come on I was 16 or 17 at the time. Well we developed an "email relationship" like a year after we graduated high school.. now I guess she has a b/f and she wont answer any of my emails or anything.. The most reasonable thing to do is to leave her alone.. but I mean if I truly loved her from the start I cant help that.. oh well i'm just rambling.. what do you guys think I should do?

 

forget the fantasy girl and focus on the one your love

 

Yeah thats the right thing to do... but there was something about sarah that just attracted me to her so much.... and I never got a chance to explain to her how attracted to her I was

 

call dr.phil jk

 

stop being a ******.

 

Solid advice right there

 

lol wtf Reminds me of on the movie "old school" when mitch is in the backseat and he asks the cab driver what he should do because the seatbelt was broken.. and the cab driver goes "I recommend you quit being such a fagget, you're in the backseat".. great ----

 

"Ah want you to start living yer life as a gay woman"

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/drphil2.html

 

Hmmmm... You capitalized Sarah's name but not Allie's.

 

---- like this is why I love HMT.