ever have one of those nights
 

where you try to go to sleep but a ------- circus goes off in your head and you start thinking about the universe and fallacies of religion and the fact that your mom whos a drunk preacher convinced your fucked up ass that god would save you from being such a ---- up so everything would be fine. and your father who is a pushover and doesn't kick your ass out so u never get a backbone. then you grow some balls and man up and start taking care of your ---- but your back in your bed with a ------- circus in your head and you can't sleep after taking valerian root, soma, melatonin, and xanax because you think about the absolute insanity this ------- world is and you miss the girl you dated back in highschool for some fucked up reason because your convinced she wasn't like all the other douche twats that roamed this earth clueless about there existence by forming to sociological views and ideas. and you just were to much a ---- up keep the one girl that would be cooler than the rest you will ever meet. when the painkillers dont work its the happy imaginative dreams of boost that do. the feeling of the atmosphere around you being sucked so fast and compressed you feel the spot where no particle matter has yet to exist because the entire area of air matter around you has been sucked away for that split second. And you can feel the nothingness around you. time becomes endless for a split second. and you remember that feeling you had back in highschool when you had something to look up. that great memory in your head, that time when everything was ok inside your brain. its the same feeling now for that split second of eternity when stoich is reached 100%

prescription medication can only help so much. ill have a cool turbo car posted in a couple days running on megasquirt so this thread wont be totally pointless.

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my head just exploded reading that, i dont even know how im typing.

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WTF is meant by that post? All I get out of it is there is a circus in your head!

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You think too much! Rub one out and go to bed. ;)

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no one cares

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psychedelics will do that...

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If you ever want to mess with, especially preachers, read them Matthew Chapter 23 verses 5 through 12

"5 But all their works they do for to be seen of men: they make broad their phylacteries, and enlarge the borders of their garments, 6 And love the uppermost rooms at feasts, and the chief seats in the synagogues, 7 And greetings in the markets, and to be called of men, Rabbi, Rabbi. 8 But be not you called Rabbi: for one is your Master, even Christ; and all you are brothers. 9 And call no man your father on the earth: for one is your Father, which is in heaven. 10 Neither be you called masters: for one is your Master, even Christ. 11 But he that is greatest among you shall be your servant. 12 And whoever shall exalt himself shall be abased; and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted."

Then ask them why they require everyone to call the father, reverend, rabbi, decon, etc etc when Jesus said not to.

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:'( We understand each other.


Boost is my -----... and no one sucks with as much talent and tenacity as my little -----...

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No I've never had one of those nights. Drugs are bad mkay

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let there be boost! >:D

thats the worst when your mind is going all nuts and all you want to do is sleep if i read that ---- right or you were/ are trippin hard haha any clowns up there?

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no tripping for me last night but thats what i had going on for like 1 1/2 hours befor my mind shut off. hit the gravity bong and lay down get nice and comfy and then bam my mind started to race. thinkin bout this kid i want to puch in the face and then my car and then m job and my dog and then i thought ---- was good and i was just having a bad dream but nope it was me beign petro about my car so i hopped up and checked out the windown layd down rolled around and was just thinkin bout everything. happens atlest once a week were no matter how much sleep i need my body wont go for it.

total non drug enduced "circus"

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+1

Thinking is overrated. I could do without 90% of my cerebral waste of time.

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Sounds like you all just need to get good at meditating.

and i dunno about the rest of you guys but I can prettymuch understand that post. some good stuff in there :p