turbo dave

i had gotten my jaw broken by a bunch of black guys. half my jaw is steel. its always been in barely bearable pain. i started taking pain pills, it got worse and worse.

now im a full blown heroin addict. and i had 20 grand saved to finish my turbo e30, my boosted g22 accord, and fix my stangs head.

i spent it all on heroin. i tried methadone. i tried suboxone the ******* at cb7tuner deleted my thread when i asked for advice

Ive lost my pride, my dignity, my MONEY, my self respect, health, body, and confidence.

Im fucked up, if its oxycodone. i do about 300mg at least a day. probably 3 bags of good heroin a day. or like 20 bags of that vitamin cut heroin.

anywyas i have completely fucked up my life, i was 2 days worth of hardcore work away form getting my boosted e30 on the road

I lost everything i loved that truly made me happy and I dont even care about anything except getting high.

Ive tried quitting, im trying one last time right now staying at my parents house and locking myself in my room.

If i fail, then rehab i hate rehab. everyone does. its stupid you should never have to go to rehab.

i have friends, but nobody understands how this is

I need help, please.

JDM YO

wow, well dude this guy i knew was like that too. I wasn't the best of friends with him, but I knew him and he started to come around a lot, and the only advice I was able to give him that worked, is when you think or want to do drugs, just buy car parts man. Makes your self feel good about yourself and to get something accomplished by buying car parts and then working on putting them on. I'd start there since you are big into cars like me and all my other friends. I'd rather spend money on a car part or my car before I decide i want to go get drunk that night. Just my advice.

JDM YO

and by the way, he came up to me the other day, not seeing him in a couple of months and he told me he took my advice and he hasn't done drugs in about 6 months and now has a fully built motor and fixing to get a new paint job on his car. So i was really really happy for him and I felt happy that I helped someone. Even though i barely knew the guy.

Scott-EP

thats good advise. there is a sort of "high" from getting new parts. maybe that will help curb the needs for a drug high

HMT-Admin

rehab + will to live = all better....

rehab is pointless if you aren't interested in succeeding and listening to all their guidance there..

Good luck

E-b0la

only one thing left to do...

G2TegGuy

^^ hahahah

rprznt

that is ------- cruel, but this is HMT bitch, lol.


turbo dave, do you want to live?
time to think about your life, and the way things are going, and where you are want to be in three years when you're well clean.

we know opiates are not going to be fun to give up, but a firm decision to live and get past the drug thing, (which will often happen in your darkest hour) and mental toughness will get you through.

good luck with your new life, and i really hope you make the best decisions for YOUR future.

-take this from a young guy who has been there and done this ----.

cheers, Aussie Dan.

ADSR

A brother is reaching out here and you post this?

You might as well use it yourself.

rprznt

he was being moderately sarcastic, so eat a dick noobsauce.