ever have one of those nights
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ever have one of those nights
where you try to go to sleep but a ------- circus goes off in your head and you start thinking about the universe and fallacies of religion and the fact that your mom whos a drunk preacher convinced your fucked up *** that god would save you from being such a ---- up so everything would be fine. and your father who is a pushover and doesn't kick your *** out so u never get a backbone. then you grow some ***** and man up and start taking care of your ---- but your back in your bed with a ------- circus in your head and you can't sleep after taking valerian root, soma, melatonin, and xanax because you think about the absolute insanity this ------- world is and you miss the girl you dated back in highschool for some fucked up reason because your convinced she wasn't like all the other douche ***** that roamed this earth clueless about there existence by forming to sociological views and ideas. and you just were to much a ---- up keep the one girl that would be cooler than the rest you will ever meet. when the painkillers dont work its the happy imaginative dreams of boost that do. the feeling of the atmosphere around you being sucked so fast and compressed you feel the spot where no particle matter has yet to exist because the entire area of air matter around you has been sucked away for that split second. And you can feel the nothingness around you. time becomes endless for a split second. and you remember that feeling you had back in highschool when you had something to look up. that great memory in your head, that time when everything was ok inside your brain. its the same feeling now for that split second of eternity when stoich is reached 100%
prescription medication can only help so much. ill have a cool turbo car posted in a couple days running on megasquirt so this thread wont be totally pointless.
prescription medication can only help so much. ill have a cool turbo car posted in a couple days running on megasquirt so this thread wont be totally pointless.
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Re: ever have one of those nights
If you ever want to mess with, especially preachers, read them Matthew Chapter 23 verses 5 through 12
"5 But all their works they do for to be seen of men: they make broad their phylacteries, and enlarge the borders of their garments, 6 And love the uppermost rooms at feasts, and the chief seats in the synagogues, 7 And greetings in the markets, and to be called of men, Rabbi, Rabbi. 8 But be not you called Rabbi: for one is your Master, even Christ; and all you are brothers. 9 And call no man your father on the earth: for one is your Father, which is in heaven. 10 Neither be you called masters: for one is your Master, even Christ. 11 But he that is greatest among you shall be your servant. 12 And whoever shall exalt himself shall be abased; and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted."
Then ask them why they require everyone to call the father, reverend, rabbi, decon, etc etc when Jesus said not to.
"5 But all their works they do for to be seen of men: they make broad their phylacteries, and enlarge the borders of their garments, 6 And love the uppermost rooms at feasts, and the chief seats in the synagogues, 7 And greetings in the markets, and to be called of men, Rabbi, Rabbi. 8 But be not you called Rabbi: for one is your Master, even Christ; and all you are brothers. 9 And call no man your father on the earth: for one is your Father, which is in heaven. 10 Neither be you called masters: for one is your Master, even Christ. 11 But he that is greatest among you shall be your servant. 12 And whoever shall exalt himself shall be abased; and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted."
Then ask them why they require everyone to call the father, reverend, rabbi, decon, etc etc when Jesus said not to.