Chacko

Well many of you probably don't know but I have been addicted to narcotics for some time. Such as vicodin, hydrocodone, basic codone, valium, ambien, sonata, anything that really "*****" you up. Well about 3 weeks ago I mixed vicodine, alcohol, hydrocodone, ambien and some valium and well I went into a berserked frenzy. I have no memory of what happened my roommate told me I started doing weird things like trying to shampoo the carpet (with actual shampoo) and was running head first into walls and then I went after him. He called poison control and told them everything I had done and well they said that I needed to be rushed to the ER and if I fell asleep I would go into a coma (and my heart would stop) or if I threw up I would puke up the lining of my stomach in either event I would die.

All I can remember is waking up in the hospital with an IV in my hand, an IV in my chest and in my leg and a bunch of those little heart monitors. There was a security guard trying to talk me, I kept trying to pull the IV out and they finally had to suspend me.

Anyways my point is that for any of you who might be in the same boat, please stop before it gets to you. Even if its street drugs this ---- is no joke. Right now I'm going through withdrawals, I have seizures, constant vomitting, and I pass out from time to time (it feels sometimes like I'm completely de hydrated) not to mention that any time I eat food it comes right out.

I also had ordered about 2.5 months ago 100 pills of valium, appearantly from Argentina. Well today I got a letter from our department of homeland security, looks like I'm facing charges for carrying controlled substances (I am still unsure about this, the dept. is closed right now).

My message is simple, if you do it, please stop. I think this was a wake up call for me, and I will help talk anyone through their addiction - whether it be alcohol, drugs, gambling, etc. I am here to help you and hopefully to keep you from having to wake up in the hospital then be dragged to a detox-mental center for 72 hours (where they tried to convince me I did this in an attempt to commit suicide).

Thats all I have to say, good luck to all of you.

Spenser

holy ----. your fucked.

Dr.Boost

I'm addicted to sex. Can you help me?

My brother is a pill popper. He takes all kinds of stupid ---- on top of all kinds of stupid ----, plus other drugs. It's ------- lame. I like to drink, which probably isn't much better, but when I do drink, I don't get so fucked up that I can't function as a human being(most of the time anyways) :P

Sorry to hear about your incident. Sometimes it takes a shitty event to wake you up. Hopefully you learn from your mistakes.

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d16u7nh

I have a very good friend that was hooked on herion. bad. i gave him a job in my kitchen to help him out and ill tell yea it wasnt fun. but through the months he weened off it and started to fly straight. he told me that it was people like myself that had helped him through it. So be thakful that your friend saved you and that you got to this point because alot of people dont. good luck dt's suck but there worth it.

SpankedYA!

Keep your head up! You are straightened up as of now and things can only get better! Glad to see you are getting help and getting better.

dragon

DraginX

Man thats so crazy ---- Keep your head up, you seem to be on the right foot this time!!

88crxSi

yes I agree it's friends like that who you can really tell are "friends". Keep your chin up, the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem. Life only gets better.

tranceminister

Damn Chacko that sucks! Like everyone else said, I think you'll be straightened out in no time. Sometimes unfortunately it takes a serious event to occur to steer people in the right directions. I myself am the same way, alway's learning the hard way
But hey, glad to see that even with all this hard shyt going on in your life right now, that you still turn to HMT.