Do You Think About your Ex's Alot?
05-23-2006, 10:54 PM
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Do You Think About your Ex's Alot?
Im making myself stupid here sitting at my house. I just broke up with my girlfriend, were together for over a year, just wasnt working because I just kinda fell outta it and caught her in some lies and suspenected cheating.
So I break it off and we tried to be friends but when we were togheter it was more boyfirend girlfriend ----, kissing, touching, sex.
Just now I clicked on her msn (password saved on my pc) to see if she had me blocked cause she didnt seem to come online and some guy form her work (who I suspect she was cheating or thining about cheating with) says hi, i wasnt blocked, i said hi back after a minute an he started some small chat and i didnt reply, then the ------- guy asks for a secret code word, like theyve been talking in code for all so long
Kinda wierded me out and I signed off, deleted her saved password from the msn sign in and didnt know whether to curse her name because I now am pretty sure she cheated or to be mad at myself for letting a great girl get away
I wanna call her but I know I'll get mad, I wanna email her but I know shes already moved on.
Do you guys have these weird moments after breaking up? Do you keep contact or just cut off cold turkey? Im sure shed be perfectly fine without me, I think id like to still see her, but dont know if I can keep my hands off her or see her with someone else or even talk to her without asking questions of her cheating
---- it im drunk and this doesnt make sense does it
/RANT
So I break it off and we tried to be friends but when we were togheter it was more boyfirend girlfriend ----, kissing, touching, sex.
Just now I clicked on her msn (password saved on my pc) to see if she had me blocked cause she didnt seem to come online and some guy form her work (who I suspect she was cheating or thining about cheating with) says hi, i wasnt blocked, i said hi back after a minute an he started some small chat and i didnt reply, then the ------- guy asks for a secret code word, like theyve been talking in code for all so long
Kinda wierded me out and I signed off, deleted her saved password from the msn sign in and didnt know whether to curse her name because I now am pretty sure she cheated or to be mad at myself for letting a great girl get away
I wanna call her but I know I'll get mad, I wanna email her but I know shes already moved on.
Do you guys have these weird moments after breaking up? Do you keep contact or just cut off cold turkey? Im sure shed be perfectly fine without me, I think id like to still see her, but dont know if I can keep my hands off her or see her with someone else or even talk to her without asking questions of her cheating
---- it im drunk and this doesnt make sense does it
/RANT
05-23-2006, 11:15 PM
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Re: Do You Think About your Ex's Alot?
Yeah dont worry about me. Im perfectly fine with my new girl Im seeing as she seems very perfect for me
It just ------- sucks never knowing if the girl ever cheated on you though, I had all these thoughts in my head so i said ---- it and walked away from a perfect girl who just had a knack for lying and I couldnt take it anymore
just sucks not ------- knowing thats all
Then i see her on the weekend, she finds out about the new girl, we were wishy washy all weekend on what i wanted, being cool then fighting, then she gives me a huge ------- hickey when we were ------- to kinda mark me, got me in ----, but i loved that she still wanted me
BUT ----!!! WHAT IF SHE CHEATED!!!!!!
I'll never know, I dont know what to do with our friendship now though, i need to sleep, redbulls kickin nbe right the ---- in the *** and the bacardis ------- pulling me by my jaw
It just ------- sucks never knowing if the girl ever cheated on you though, I had all these thoughts in my head so i said ---- it and walked away from a perfect girl who just had a knack for lying and I couldnt take it anymore
just sucks not ------- knowing thats all
Then i see her on the weekend, she finds out about the new girl, we were wishy washy all weekend on what i wanted, being cool then fighting, then she gives me a huge ------- hickey when we were ------- to kinda mark me, got me in ----, but i loved that she still wanted me
BUT ----!!! WHAT IF SHE CHEATED!!!!!!
I'll never know, I dont know what to do with our friendship now though, i need to sleep, redbulls kickin nbe right the ---- in the *** and the bacardis ------- pulling me by my jaw
05-24-2006, 12:24 AM
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Re: Do You Think About your Ex's Alot?
find a picture of her and jerkoff to it and then skeet on yourself. Then say to yourself "Put the lotion on your skin bitch!" Then slap yourself and cry yourself to sleep holding her picture.
