despite all the good that goes on in your life.....
01-11-2009, 09:11 AM
#32
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Re: despite all the good that goes on in your life.....
I think about killing other people for specific reasons regularly. I never think about killing myself sometimes I imagine getting in an accident and getting killed but. Ive got to much work left to do. I haven't got to do the real things I actually want to get done yet, Like
Become a politician grab power Hitler style take over the entire world and ban religion. Oh yeah I want to invent time travel and some type of gene therapy that turns off aging. You know single handedly push humanity toward a survivable future. I'd also like to invent a horny ----- detector. You know looks like a wrist watch but you look at it in a bar and it'll point out the chic thats ready to put out. That alone would change the world....OP Think about it if you had my ----- detector wrist watch why the ---- would you want to die?? and it's coming in the future thats something to live for.
Become a politician grab power Hitler style take over the entire world and ban religion. Oh yeah I want to invent time travel and some type of gene therapy that turns off aging. You know single handedly push humanity toward a survivable future. I'd also like to invent a horny ----- detector. You know looks like a wrist watch but you look at it in a bar and it'll point out the chic thats ready to put out. That alone would change the world....OP Think about it if you had my ----- detector wrist watch why the ---- would you want to die?? and it's coming in the future thats something to live for.
01-11-2009, 09:49 AM
#33
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Re: despite all the good that goes on in your life.....
short answer..
if i didnt think i would go to hell.. id prolly have offed myself a long time ago
long answer..
if i wasn't religious.. id prolly sell everything i own and develop a system to take out the scum of the ------- earth.. shankings.. or sniper rifle.. or drive by bombing.. or ------- zip tie there neck with a big *** zip tie till they suffocate.. killing people who deserve to ------- die.. scum of trhe ------- earth... id have a baggy of cyanide sewn somewhere in my mouth or ---- so i have easy access incase i get caught or some other tooth
i think i read somewhere that someone once had a fake tooth with poison in it that he pulled out with his tongue and crunched it up
ive seen alot of fucked up ---- in my life.. so many injustices id love to ------- right...
booya
if i didnt think i would go to hell.. id prolly have offed myself a long time ago
long answer..
if i wasn't religious.. id prolly sell everything i own and develop a system to take out the scum of the ------- earth.. shankings.. or sniper rifle.. or drive by bombing.. or ------- zip tie there neck with a big *** zip tie till they suffocate.. killing people who deserve to ------- die.. scum of trhe ------- earth... id have a baggy of cyanide sewn somewhere in my mouth or ---- so i have easy access incase i get caught or some other tooth
i think i read somewhere that someone once had a fake tooth with poison in it that he pulled out with his tongue and crunched it up
ive seen alot of fucked up ---- in my life.. so many injustices id love to ------- right...
booya
01-11-2009, 12:28 PM
#34
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Re: despite all the good that goes on in your life.....
To answer your question, NO. Thoughts of suicide are not normal and are a sign that your life is in disrepair and or you are physiologically/mentally unstable. But that is obvious at this point.
I don't think about harming or killing myself. My life isn't a utopia ballet of kind people, over-abundance, and constant successes devoid of challenges, but I manage to go through it with my chin up.
There are times I get angry at the injustices in the world and enraged at the way people treat me or others I care about. I even entertain (ever so briefly), thoughts of whipping *** and going ballistic on people, but think that's just a mental pressure relief valve so I can regain composure and confront a situation with a level head. I would like to think I have a good, solid moral compass integrated into my hardware and it tells me instinctively that violence and havoc are not acceptable ways of operating as a human being.
Bottom line: Harming yourself or others is not, nor should it be conceived as normal. If these thoughts occur on a daily basis, you NEED to seek professional help. There are people in practice that specialize in these matters and more acutely, tell a close friend or family member what is going on with you. Regardless of how bleak things seem there are people that care about you.
I don't think about harming or killing myself. My life isn't a utopia ballet of kind people, over-abundance, and constant successes devoid of challenges, but I manage to go through it with my chin up.
There are times I get angry at the injustices in the world and enraged at the way people treat me or others I care about. I even entertain (ever so briefly), thoughts of whipping *** and going ballistic on people, but think that's just a mental pressure relief valve so I can regain composure and confront a situation with a level head. I would like to think I have a good, solid moral compass integrated into my hardware and it tells me instinctively that violence and havoc are not acceptable ways of operating as a human being.
Bottom line: Harming yourself or others is not, nor should it be conceived as normal. If these thoughts occur on a daily basis, you NEED to seek professional help. There are people in practice that specialize in these matters and more acutely, tell a close friend or family member what is going on with you. Regardless of how bleak things seem there are people that care about you.
01-11-2009, 12:49 PM
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Re: despite all the good that goes on in your life.....
Originally Posted by Towdogg
Buk
Drive by bombing? Haha
That zip tie ---- is gangster I have though about being the zip tie killer
Drive by bombing? Haha
That zip tie ---- is gangster I have though about being the zip tie killer
j/k
01-11-2009, 03:10 PM
#38
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Re: despite all the good that goes on in your life.....
Originally Posted by signorelli21
Never
You know what man? ---- OTHER PEOPLE!!!
I appreciate myself, other people really have no bearing or effect on my life whatsoever (although alot of them try to), you need to stop being a ----- and looking for a "reason" to go on, or trying to fit in with the mindless robots that don't notice you, what value does their approval really offer you anyway?
Figure out what you want in life and go do it, to hell with what anyone else thinks, then you will be appreciated.
Theres your ------- reason to go on living.
You know what man? ---- OTHER PEOPLE!!!
I appreciate myself, other people really have no bearing or effect on my life whatsoever (although alot of them try to), you need to stop being a ----- and looking for a "reason" to go on, or trying to fit in with the mindless robots that don't notice you, what value does their approval really offer you anyway?
Figure out what you want in life and go do it, to hell with what anyone else thinks, then you will be appreciated.
Theres your ------- reason to go on living.
i couldnt have said it better myself. i never think about killing my self. i worry more about just plain dying. ur a ----- bitch that needs to grow the ---- up. where i live i dont look the norm. im not the norm to my inlaws either. hell they used to hate on me becuase they thought it would get to me.
and where i work if u dont look like a redneck or are black u get no respect watso ever. i could build 5 transmissions in one day at work and wouldnt even get the nod but the redneck or black guy would get a ------ gift card. it donest bother me at all.
or maybe its that fact taht u think about killing urself that is keeping u from being noticed. as you said u think about it twice a day but for how long. if i thought about killing my self while working it would ---- up my routine and then i damn sure wouldnt be noticed for ----. ya know,
stop thinkin about that lame ----, lil bitch grow up. if u keep thinkin about it myabe u will and that will free up some oxygen and wat not
01-11-2009, 03:37 PM
#39
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Re: despite all the good that goes on in your life.....
I would never /myself. The world needs more people like me. I ------- rock.
I think that if I did snap, I would not feel any moral qualms about killing others though. For the betterment of mankind, there are some on this earth that are nothing more than a waste of flesh.
I think that if I did snap, I would not feel any moral qualms about killing others though. For the betterment of mankind, there are some on this earth that are nothing more than a waste of flesh.
