Originally Posted by Dr.Boost

lol, I think you need to realize you're not anymore fucked up than most people out there. Most of the ---- you describe I can relate to as well as many others. I think you're problem is you dwell on *thinking* you're all fucked up and that's what makes you bug out.

I don't think meds are the answer for you. I think you need to think things through and learn yourself some ---- about what's going on. Maybe all the years of thinking you had a serious illness have fucked with you enough to cause you some stress that's going to take a while to get over? I dunno, but I don't think meds are going to be the right thing for you. It sounds like the meds are going to ---- you up more than anything.